Emotional

I'm feeling pretty bummed right now. It's just frustrating that I have soooo MANY friends but seriously, I don't think I should still be considering them as friends if they don't want me around them. I know I can be so darn sensitive at times but seriously, sometimes singlehood does get to me that I am single and forever alone! Why do you think I get out so much and try to entertain myself with all the events there are when there is? Don't be surprised to see me anywhere alone because let me remind you that YES I AM FOREVER ALONE!

I saw online that he has finally gotten his first child in his hands. I don't know how to react to that. Of course I still feel bummed to the betrayal but people say, if you love something, let it go. Was there even Love in the first place? Well, there's something only God knows I guess. I definitely hope he will change his ways and not be that monster he always was before he got married. People say marriage can change one's life. I sure do hope that he has changed for the better and not let me feel betrayed for nothing.

Here I am, lying on my bed alone, typing everything that can possibly be on my mind and feeling awful even though I have just laughed my ass off watching some comedian series.

Arghhhh. Just go to bed Susan Ho. Tomorrow will just be another day in KL.

*so thats why I love being back in Ipoh. I have real friends there. Sad case.

Dinner at Shizuka and Justin's

On this beautiful night, Shizuka and Justin invited us to their humble home to have dinner. Shizuka was going to cook for us. How sweet of them.

They were so nice that they flooded us with snacks and appetizers, afraid we would starve before dinner...

Then, Shizuka brought out the main dish, the bean rice. It is usually only served when there is an occasion for the Japanese as a celebration! What an eye opener!

The stew, which was just superb!

Here's some Korean mixed Japanese mussel soup which was served to all of us. I wasn't a big fan though.

Afterwards, we watched the football match for a while... Actually, we ate, drank and chatted more than focusing on the television...

I brought my polaroid camera and decided to let them have some photos as memories! Here's my sister, Ryan, Shizuka and Justin. By the way, Shizuka is a Japanese who married to a Korean, Justin. It's amazing how this works out! They are a really sweet couple and they are sure fun...

Mr. Asahi's event

Slept til noon today, got dressed, packed my bags and threw them into my car. Have to drive to KL this week because I am going for the Mr Asahi Event!!! I finally got tickets days ago!!!

I Vlog'ed in the car on the highway. I KNOW! I'm dangerous... LOL!

I arrived KL which welcomed me with a ton of haze.. 

I then dropped off some stuff to my friend and also my sister before picking Kaze up from the studio. Steph and Shahrul FFKed me therefore I brought Kaze as my backup. We arrived the venue early and had to find some food nearby before the event started. 

We went back to the venue at 5.30pm, waiting at the lounge, taking pictures and waiting for anyone to tell us what to do. 

Mark sat next to us and asked if we were the finalists and brought us to register at a table, took us to see Mr asahi and into the visitor lounge to have our free flow drinks from the counter!!!

At about 6.30pm, we followed the brewing tour to see how the factory is like. Kaze kept saying "This is how the party started!" As to them, no beer = no fun, no party!!!

As I walked back into the lounge after the party, the first people I saw were Ernest and the bros! Every single one was there! I finally get to meet all of them! I couldn't resist but to take a photo with them in my Polaroid Camera!

Not long after, the event started with Monkey and Billy, followed with two female dancers on the stage! It was so good to see them again. I have never gotten a chance to see Monkey in live action before. So happy!!!

Then, my nightmare begun. I had to go on stage to compete with a few finalists for the Monster Beats. I made a fool out of myself on stage therefore I shall not share the foolishness here and make myself more embarassed.

I shall just post of other dancers!!!

We were so lucky to have SlickDogg to be on stage this night! It was such an eye opener even to Billy and Monkey! We had to snap pictures again...

Here's Billy, Kaze and I!!!

 

Here's Kaze flirting with the MC of the night!

 

We spent the rest of the night dancing away and chatting away with our old and new friends, and the night ended with the Bros and their funny conversations. It was sure fun hanging out with them for that hour or so... Though we didn't get to go to the next round like we thought, it was still fun. Gave me an excuse to go home and sleep earlier. 

Went home with STUFF!!! I'm a happy person...